I'm somewhere in what they call "the feel good week" well, I beg to differ. While the physical pain has eased up some and the visual wounds are now on the mend, my mind isn't. I find myself up way too late and having really bad nightmares. I'm able to do more but noticed it usually triggers pain or spotting. I decided to go see my surgeon this week because he wasn't available on my two week post op visit. I need to know what was taken out of me and just need some answers. Maybe that will put my mind to rest.
On the upside I did something today that I thought was going to be hard. Turns out it was BUT I DID it!!! I went to a baby shower. I knew it would stir up emotion so I prepared myself and prayed for comfort to get me through it. The sweet ladies at the shower made it easy. And to make myself feel better I went shopping afterwards for my kiddos. I have such a wonderful husband. He knew today was hard and he was so supportive.
This is my belly healing, sort of!
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