I'm now five days post op

Five days out and it's not fun. My emotions are up and down and everywhere. I am in pain. My incisions on my tummy are burning and a deep stabbing radiates throughout my abdomen. It hurts to sit up right because my vagina is stitched up all nicely too. Laying down is a comical sport. My kids love to see and hear my attempts to position myself. When I lay down my innards literally slosh about trying to find a place to settle. It's the most odd sensation ever. I'm really sensitive to pain meds and decided to just use Motrin to help.

I was able to walk around the front yard today and the weather is amazing. I really wanted to take the baby for a stroll but that wasn't going to happen I got really dizzy. So now I'm just relaxing with my kids watching Disney movies.

Its been a rough day. It seems all my friends are either pregnant or just had babies and im broken now. I feel less than and almost ashamed? I have managed to avoid visits from anyone other than family. I just dont want to face the emotional part of this. I am in so much pain tonight and just feel miserable.

On a side note I happened to sell my awesome lil lamb swing today. It was like a final goodbye to my baby days.

Here is jojo in the swing, this was by far the best swing ever!!!

Here's to hoping for a better tommorrow and great week!